It is so bad when you feel lonely but instead of talking to people you avoid them even more. Tonight isn't a very good night. I should be used to saying good bye to people, but I am not - the world is just too big! :P Also I am starting to feel the itch to move on...it seems like once I've been about 2 years in one place then I feel like I need to move. :P Hmm...seriously - it starts to feel claustrophobic. The world is so big - how can you stay in one place for more than a year or two? Okay - not to panic. Change can be good.