I have to say I really think my posts last July were much more worth reading! So now I'm wondering what was going on in my life at this point last year that made me write things that uplift me at this point when much seems meaningless. But then - perhaps they have the grace of a year's age to flavour them...(to quote Elnora from A Girl of the Limberlost). It always takes me awhile to accept my posts. Also those posts sounded a bit philosophical. This year I think I'm turning mystical. :-)

Actually I know the answer. I've been rather self-focused lately in my posts. Also, I haven't taken the time to chase down the complex thoughts...because it does take work to record the random thought-workings of your mind each day...to trace how you got to each epiphany. Or sometimes stuff is so complex you just don't feel like thinking about it anymore. I think I have been lazy...I haven't wanted to think about the hard things enough to come and really write about them. I remember I had something worth writing and then I just kind of dismissed it in a fit of feeling overwhelmed with life...or else maybe just thinking I was getting too excited about things. I think I won't be so lazy anymore. I just realized it is so very good to have some thoughts recorded to look back on and encourage you when you feel down. And now I remember one of the significant things I wanted to post:

Unforgiveness may be the unpardonable sin.

More on all that later.