I'm changing my personality lately. It seems like I sound more upbeat, playful, imaginative, and random when I talk with people...also I express a bit more of how I feel.

I feel a bit better. Yesterday went so well in cell group. And maybe that is the problem. I feel, today, very unworthy...of anything...and I don't feel like I have anything good to offer the world. But two people have told me that what I shared in cell group yesterday was so encouraging...

And then just now someone dropped by to the counseling office unexpectedly because they wanted to have their clients here...they said it was hard to go where they'd have to do the session alone, but coming here they could talk with me and ask me to pray for them.

And also Isra called me - that was encouraging. We'd talked last night about his driving exam today and he called to say he'd passed the writing part of the test and thanks for praying...

So maybe that is the exact problem. I do mean something in other people's lives, and I can support them - especially spiritually...and someone doesn't want me to do that!

I think I need to ask people to pray for me.