hmm...exactly what i feared

so. i guess i didn't want to start blogging for fear that i don't really have anything of import to say. when i force myself to write, it seems all i ever do is go on and on about nothing in particular, like now. but bear with me (or maybe i need to bear with myself), and maybe we'll actually get somewhere in the near future. after all, if you never write, then you're ended before you've ever started. so. this is the somewhere i'm starting at.